Mike, yes, stick with the BIBLE (Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth). Please look for strong Christian men to counsel you, A red flag of New Age mysticism is all the consciousness and divinity talk..metaphysical jargon. Get to know about the Gospel : the Death, Burial, and Resurrection of the Lord Jesus Christ.....for YOUR SINS. If you believe WHY the Lord died, and shed His sinless BLOOD for YOU, you can then be saved. I was born a sinner, and you, and all of mankind....needing a Savior.