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"They call me ME†∆L! I'm the Lead Singing Bass Playing Front Man for Forever's End, an ORIGINAL NATIONWIDE AMERICAN HEAVY METAL BAND, founded in 1986, & still Kicking ass in 2025."
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Landline: (707) 766-9276
Email: metalsays@gmail.com
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"They call me ME†∆L! I'm the Lead Singing Bass Playing Front Man for Forever's End, an ORIGINAL NATIONWIDE AMERICAN HEAVY METAL BAND, founded in 1986, & still Kicking ass in 2025."
To Show Your Support:
Contact Me Directly, Call or Use the GMail Below.
Landline: (707) 766-9276
Email: metalsays@gmail.com
"Thanks to those who do!
You've no need to assume or wonder, ask."
On 𝕏: https://x.com/METALSAYS
Visit the MetalSays Video Channel.
https://brighteon.com/channels/metalsays
I hope all is well out there. Don't be shy say hi! I can't believe I had to block someone again today. I've only ever had to block something like 3 people in over 30 Years Online. And I've never been Blocked by anyone that I've been aware of either in all this time. I've never harassed people online or hardly said a bad thing on anyone else's page either. Fake People suck! I may Block another one today, if I don't hear from them. We will see if people can be real or not. I Hope so, yet I've no reason to have any high kind of hopes for such a thing anyway.
For 38 Years; since 1986 when Forever's End started, the Band has been active in some way or another every year! Only not performing 'Live' for almost 5 of those years and all of that was due to the Fake, Scam-demic, we all went through! From 2020 to now. With that said, we've been back rehearsing again with the New Line-Up; of all previous members of the band, for 5 Months now and the band was rehearsing into 2020 before everyone abandoned me & the band. We stopped, and didn't rehearse with the full band or do shows from November 2020 to November 2024. That's mainly because my Guitarist Gavin McCall stole from his work and went to jail leaving me in a Lease & a House I couldn't afford alone. On top of that my landlord didn't do what he said and fix things; like the roof which was almost caving in when I left. I left because I couldn't afford the Lease on my own. When I told the Landlord that, he Committed a Crime of Grand Thef against me, stealing a bunch of my instruments. He said he'd give them back as soon as i paid Gavin's Portion of the Lease. I never agreed to do that in the first place. Yet, since he did what he did, taking my instruments, and Gavin was in Jail for being a Thief too, I told the Landlord I would have him arrested unless he brought my things back. What he took was far more valuable than any debts he was owed. All when in Reality the Landlord defaulted by not fixing the Roof & Gavin defaulted by going to freaking Jail. I was the only one that didn't do anything wrong to anyone or cause the Default of the Lease we all agreed to! So, the landlord, quickly brought my belongings he stole back, and I then packed up and left, losing my Home, and my Truck, a Chevy Tahoe LX, by the way... and half of my personal belongings as well, and I drove across Country to where I've been ever since. On my Drummer's Couch hurting from it all & trying to recover while putting my life back together again! My Life was Destroyed and is still in ruins in many ways as for not having a Home. To sum this up, I'll say this... I'm the one, out of everyone, that got fucked over by everyone around me. Those are the Facts, and they cannot be changed. I will rebuild Bigger & Better, but that's how I roll! Every time I've been knocked down, even murdered, I've gotten up and made a Come Back! Every time it has gotten better and that's from the Band and the Music to the New Home I'm going to make again! This incarnation of the Band is a Total Upgrade no matter how you slice it, from the Musicians and the Talent they have to the Music we create together! The Drummer Angry Bob is the one from all these recordings. We already have a Brand New Show Set Worked up right now too! None of this is easy to do, most can't do it! Rising Tides Raise All Boats! I feel like the Tides! Or a Tidal Surge is Coming! Pray for me & us and know I'm praying for you all! Know You Are Loved!
And... WELCOME... TO THE JURY OF STRANGERS! https://www.brighteon.com/8f3d0379-3377-4416-9831-cc7f195a4d50
Don't forget... God is Real and is Watching You! RIGHT NOW! And so are a lot of people... waiting for you to do the right thing... but that's up to you! Those near to me know I am, even when no mortal is watching. You cannot change that! And if you are one finding it hard to see God? Look to that which you cannot change! You would have to be blind not to see God everywhere you looked! Look Up! Wake Up! And Speak Up! I'm the man that said that as well.
I don't know what to do. My Friends have offered me a place to be in Upper Lake, yet it's so far from anything I can't see how things can progress from here. At the same time, I've no choice or place to go, nor do I have a Car or way to go anywhere. I'm Thankful, yet I've no choices.
I feel like I should just go to a shelter & just sell what I have to pay my Friends back for helping me through this, which I can do easily. I just don't feel 'through' anything, just now indebted to my best of friends & homeless. At least by paying them, I'll just be homeless.
We moved the Creek Bed, around 30 Feet or 6 Tons of River Rock to expand the Driveway! I made some Rock Towers too! Fun Stuff! There're all kinds of artifacts we found as well. You gotsta Love to Rock!
Funny people sharing pictures of me online that don't talk to me online. It's lame! I'd rather they stop pretending to know me or saying anything & just be real or don't act like you're a friend of mine, because if you're doing that YOU AREN'T a Friend. I talk with my Friends on & offline.
It's been so long since I've had True relief or someone Loving me that I honestly have gone numb from being in pain so long. And still since everything happened not one person, I know has even said a single word to me online in over 6 Years now. All I can say is it's Nice to have the band rehearsing again. Other than that, I'm not well physically, just sucking it up butter cup! Music is all I am, like a Song you've not been allowed to hear, yet would seem familiar somehow, if... you got to hear it. I hope you do!
I agree with Mike 110% on this!
I'll never be on Youtube or F*c*book again! Not after what they did! And I couldn't give a fuck about them anyway!
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The Band just did a set of some of our Tunes Covering from Old to the Newest!