Yeah but the original Christian martyrs didn't live in a country that was undoing itself, they just had to win over the masses. Currently we're in a siege where the food supply will be cut off, the electric grid, currency devalued. We can't survive it and Jesus is nowhere in sight. It depresses me and gives me anxiety too. Yes you can prep and hold out but most people will beg for NWO help from the enemy and it's over.