@silvertap there is so much happening that noone will acknowledge that I am starting to feel like a kook. I am having to take days off from my podcasters and all the actual facts on here just to keep my anxiety down! Been walking and listening to Psalms on my phone and hanging out in my yard alot. These are hard times.

Yeah but the original Christian martyrs didn't live in a country that was undoing itself, they just had to win over the masses. Currently we're in a siege where the food supply will be cut off, the electric grid, currency devalued. We can't survive it and Jesus is nowhere in sight. It depresses me and gives me anxiety too. Yes you can prep and hold out but most people will beg for NWO help from the enemy and it's over.

@silvertap
You're wrong about Jesus not being here. In my life, there is no logical reason for me to even be alive much less living a normal life. But here I am. You see you are looking at this life in a purely physical scenes. This life here has more to do with the spiritual. So what will you do? Will you murder someone for their food? Can you keep your humanity through all this? That is the real test.